Guess what! There is NO homework today! Neither are there any tests tmr!(: After like 4 weeks of hell, finally theres one day when i can REST(: But sadly, next week theres FOUR TESTS : great or great? I think i shall drink alot alot alot of coffee[: can help keep my eyes open as BIG as an owl's heh.
O level results were given out today. I dont take hmt but funny thing was i started c, i was so excited yet scared for the hmt people. And partly because i could feel the intense pressure pressing down on me. Its like every year, the O level's scores improve and the percentage are close to 100%. The if we were to IMPROVE again, how high must we get man. And im afraid i will not meet up with expectations. And i desperately dont want to let my dad down. He has done so MUCH for me,i must never let him down. So again i started c. I cant take it, damn stressed. I really want to get into a good jc now. Its sorta of like a wake up call seeing the seniors taking their o level results. Either i start bucking up or i'd just commit suicide the day i recieve my resutls. Im damn damn damn f stressed. And yet when i want to get down to study, distractions will come.
How i hoped i had made right choices they day i stepped into crecent. But whats done is done. Bearing with it for another few months and freedom to study, here i come. I hope i get my ass down to concentrate. Passing tests are vital so i must study. I hope i just dont say it but actually do it.
Today was THIS close haha. But oh wells not fated huh. But oh wells, i'd get over it soon. Soon enough. I very stressed but yet im not stressed. I dont know what crap im blabbering.
Gosh. I need chem tuition badly. The test was horribly done. Like shit to be exact. I cant even score 1/5 of the paper. Bad or bad? I need someone to brush up my english. I want my 6A1s. Im setting a score too high. But i really want it. Im desperate for it. And no, actually now its not because of the dog my dad promised, but its more of making my dad proud. Really, after all that he have done for me, after all the uneccesary materialistic stuff i want.
CNY is coming. I totally have no mood. Will be damn bored on those 4 days. :
Woah such a long post after such a long while : Oh wells(:

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khaliesah - HELLO! :D we must work hard together man!!:D
alyssa- hello alyssa! I think I MUST BE GETTING TOO OLD HUH! >: ( hahahaha next time i shall find a chance to take revenge HAHA (X

Stop and stare,i think im moving but i dont know where.